I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear the future and the unknown that the future represents
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear loss and losing everything in the future
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to seek out what I call ‘fast love experience - romances and erotic fantasies - as a way of escaping reality and my fear of the future, using a point of giving up/giving into my future and within this…
