Feiglinge (D) / Cowards (En)


Ich bin bestimmt nicht feige.
Ich könnte jetzt sagen, dass das mit meiner Jugend zu tun hat.
Mein Vater hat nicht nur von "spartanische Erziehung" geredet und meine Mutter hat ihre Kinder täglich, rund um die Uhr verprügelt.
Bei mir hat es nicht geholfen mich zu ändern, mich zu verlieren, es war das einzige was ich hatte.

Feige ist kein Charakterzug von mir.
Das war es noch nie. Als kleines Kind war ich schon so. Ich beuge nicht leicht und stehe für was ich sage oder tue. Egal was passiert und das "was" ist auch passiert, trotzdem...
Ich habe nie zurück beschimpft, mich richtig geprügelt, verwehrt, einfach gewartet bis "es" vorüber war. Eine Haltung, Ausstrahlung, Blick sagt mehr als 1000 Wörter.

Ich lasse mich lieber lieber zu Tode prügeln, als für jemanden zu kriechen. Meine Mutter hat das gewusst und wurde dadurch für mich und für viele noch aggressiver und gefährlicher.

Es gibt Menschen, die Respekt und Vergebung nicht verdienen.
Sie ist eine von ihnen. Nach all den Jahren hat sie sich nicht geändert. Sie rast wie ein Tornado durchs Land. Sie ist noch immer ekelhaft und geht jetzt auf dem Witwer und Kindern ihrer verstorbenen Tochter los.

Hasser bleiben Hasser?
In ihrem Fall schon. In meinem Fall... Sie hat nicht die Möglichkeit mir zu verletzen. Ihre Angst vor mir ist um ein Vielfaches größer, als ich jemals vermutet habe. Das ist eine kräftige Waffe.

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I'm definitely not a coward.
I could say that it has to do with my childhood.
My father not only talked about "a Spartanian lifestyle" and my mother beated her children around the clock. It didn't work to change me, lose myself, me was the only thing I had.

Gutless is not a trait of mine.
It has never been. I was already like that as a small child. I don't bend easily and stand for what I say or do. No matter what happens and the "what" happened always, anyway...
I never scolded back, got myself into fights, defended myself, I waited until "the storm" passed by. Attitude, charisma, a look says more than 1000 words.

I'd rather let myself be beaten to death than crawl for someone. My mother knew that and it made her even more aggressive and... dangerous for many people.

There are people who do NOT deserve respect and forgiveness.

She is one of them. She hasn't changed after all these years. She races through the country like a tornado, is still mean, dangerous, disgusting and by now punishing the widower and children of her late daughter.

Haters will be haters?
In her case, yes. In my case ...
She has no way to hurt me. Her fear of me is many times greater than I ever suspected. It is a powerful weapon.

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